We had a pretty sleepless night, we are all getting used to each other again and we get weird little noises and cries from James in his sleep which we of course hear and wonder if everything is ok with the little guy.<p />That coupled with the drugs and feeds every few hours are making for long nights.<p />I am a bad father. I’ve abandoned my family for a few days to travel up to Sydney.<p />And I’ve left poor Lyds to it for three days for a work trip to Sydney. One which I’ve needed to do for quiet a while which with a young child will never really be a good time to go. Luckily Nanna is going to be there to help out and the little guy is doing really well at the moment. <p />Given that I’m away, all the posts for the next couple of days will be based on second hand info, so I apologise now.